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No Matter How Many Times I Get Hurt Because Of You, I Won't Leave You. Because Even If I Have A Hundred Reasons To Leave You. I'll Look For That One Reason To Fight For You ♥

Hi , Arvin And Endang Here !
In Hong Kah Secondary School , Year 3
In Love Since 22/07/2009 ♥

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Sometimes, I just feel that im being neglected by you. Every time nowadays you are always correct and im always in the wrong. I don't think that's even fair to me tau. You are always right. How I wish that you were in my shoes. I don't want to break this r/s apart tau. Cause I love you so deeply in my heart. I always give in to you because I scared that ltr on we will be separated. That's y I'm not fighting back. Then lagipun, you say you love me. Always. But how I wish you could show love to me even more. By hugging me when no teachers or people are around or even kissing me when no one is around. I would just want a better you. I would love to see us like those days baby. We would fight over a few matter:'(. But these days. I can't cause I don't wanna break you heart. See when today you left me all alone and went for dance. I cried so much tau cause I love you so damn much and Bby just leave me. You even bypass me without saying bye or I love you. All you say is don't regret. That's always make me think twice before I do something tau. I don't care about any other else except for you and Jon tau. The rest to me are like strangers:'(. You don't know that kan baby. Now I'm here all alone with jack. Jack's in his dreams already. But im not. Cause every single moment I think about you baby. Not only that. I also changed for the better. I stopped my flirting :'( Only thing is smoking. It's hard for me to atop tau baby. U try being in my shoes. Think about all my probs. I have study issues tau. But to me, you are the one that I will care the most for. Idc if I fail my exams. At least I have a girlfriend like you. It's freaking hard to get a gf like you. Fun, easy to get bully, selenger, cute, caring, fighting:) and lastly loving person. I know you won't show this outside. But inside of your heart you do a lot. Why can't you show it outside your heart. I'm like saying this for quite a few times already tau. Baby knows that I can't live without her kan:( even-though we had lots of arguments, I still loved you from e beginning and never ever wanted to lose you baby. How nice if baby really show me care:( I know sometimes your scared to do so. But atleast try lah baby. Baby knows how much too I love you kan. Beh u uat like this. Always sad tau when I see you like this. Why can't you be my superwoman:(. Right now your my WIFE tau. I don't wanna do anything stupid stuff behind ur back. Now u just message me saying to go and sleep:(. I'm like crying out so much of tears tau:(. All I ever wanted is for our r/s to be long till we grow up. And we dah plan tau 13 children:(. baby all I can say is that I love you from the bottom of my heart. And I really do care for you. Please just forgive me for acting this way towards you baby. I can't sleep anyway. So I will wait k baby:(


my hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
so won't you kill me,
so I die happy.

but, I believe in you so much
I could die for the words that you say




I love you, I miss you, I rindu you, I cinta you, I Sayang you, I need you, I want you, I heart you so much baby:'(. Take care my love. Sleep well. And please have the nicest dreams ever:). Many hugs and kisses to you even if you refuse it k baby:'(.

Love. Arvinn Anisha:)
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I'm sorry:'(